I believe in NO
I believe in None

I believe-un-believe and Not believe at all
I don’t believe in you
Though you sound promising, and so I try to believe
Thus firm up my disbelief

I want to believe! Badly do
But the disbelief has taken over me
I am in the clasps of it and it teaches me to believe
Just believe! Just believe in disbelief.

A moment of belief even in myself would bloat me up
But disbelief in the other moment deflates my vanity, -
It questions my sanity. I believe-un-believe if I am sane or not
I question the belief of believing in myself.

You say you believe in me but do you believe in the belief of believing?
Yes, you believe in just being and leaving